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![[Commission] Dirmugi](https://images-wixmp-ed30a86b8c4ca887773594c2.wixmp.com/f/fdff1e45-e7f1-402b-b3e2-b19353d83f2e/debdw2x-17fbe8d6-30a6-421f-bb8c-6882699ad509.png/v1/fill/w_495,h_350,q_70,strp/_commission__dirmugi_by_shaakku_debdw2x-350t.jpg?token=eyJ0eXAiOiJKV1QiLCJhbGciOiJIUzI1NiJ9.eyJzdWIiOiJ1cm46YXBwOjdlMGQxODg5ODIyNjQzNzNhNWYwZDQxNWVhMGQyNmUwIiwiaXNzIjoidXJuOmFwcDo3ZTBkMTg4OTgyMjY0MzczYTVmMGQ0MTVlYTBkMjZlMCIsIm9iaiI6W1t7ImhlaWdodCI6Ijw9NjM3IiwicGF0aCI6IlwvZlwvZmRmZjFlNDUtZTdmMS00MDJiLWIzZTItYjE5MzUzZDgzZjJlXC9kZWJkdzJ4LTE3ZmJlOGQ2LTMwYTYtNDIxZi1iYjhjLTY4ODI2OTlhZDUwOS5wbmciLCJ3aWR0aCI6Ijw9OTAwIn1dXSwiYXVkIjpbInVybjpzZXJ2aWNlOmltYWdlLm9wZXJhdGlvbnMiXX0.8085yXUYYwRA0c_GM-0W5kxhspxZ6dTjih-sTG4qH8o)
![[Dragonuary] Day1- Water](https://images-wixmp-ed30a86b8c4ca887773594c2.wixmp.com/f/9b3ef4d1-803a-4fa8-a072-01c9bef06483/debg5ld-4e9719eb-6891-4c81-a322-7ee7a7043484.png/v1/fill/w_600,h_356,q_70,strp/_dragonuary__day1__water_by_bobtailcat_debg5ld-200h-2x.jpg?token=eyJ0eXAiOiJKV1QiLCJhbGciOiJIUzI1NiJ9.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.mRc_u5El1v-jO1ggoQm7UgUlkMJTpZ0Y3FN2No82kxI)
![[Dragonuary] Day1- Water](https://images-wixmp-ed30a86b8c4ca887773594c2.wixmp.com/f/9b3ef4d1-803a-4fa8-a072-01c9bef06483/debg5ld-4e9719eb-6891-4c81-a322-7ee7a7043484.png/v1/fill/w_300,h_178,q_70,strp/_dragonuary__day1__water_by_bobtailcat_debg5ld-200h.jpg?token=eyJ0eXAiOiJKV1QiLCJhbGciOiJIUzI1NiJ9.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.mRc_u5El1v-jO1ggoQm7UgUlkMJTpZ0Y3FN2No82kxI)
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- Deviant for 7 years
My Bio
Nobody deserves to be trapped in suffering, and make others suffer in the [process]
(… how many years has it been since I did not write that part?)
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<a href=“https://google.com”>test</a>
…………………….
okay but in all honesty though: https://www.deviantart.com/avalarianspirit/status-update/No-journals-anymore-Weird-Anyway-Please-1029177629
Favourite Visual Artist
The shrimp used to be here, but imploded (never wanted to edate her); it’s otherwise now Libertades/Liberkhalypse, from Peru (already taken; leave her be)
Favourite Movies
Super 8 (2011); Rain Man (1980s); The Last Black Man in San Francisco (2010s); Twelve Angry Men (1900s); Belfast (2021); The Farewell (2010s?); Everything Everywhere All At Once (2022?); Bad Boys (1990s); West Side Story (mid-1900s); Good Burger (1997)
Favourite TV Shows
Foster’s Home for Imaginary Friends (fave episodes: “Bloo Done It,” the one with Topeka; “House of Bloo” (TV movie format))
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Loprov and Kazuki (“2N”); Loprov by himself; WHSPRS; BardicRJ (“Candlelight”)
Favourite Books
What’s featured in @LuthdellaStone on Twitter
Favourite Writers
Alok Kanojia (“Dr. K” of HealthyGamerGG); Helen Russel (“How to Be Sad”); Bessel Van Der Kolk (“The Body Keeps the Score”); Marshall B Rosenberg (“Nonviolent Communication”); Walter Isaacson; Aaron James(?)
Favourite Games
OG 3 Spyro the Dragon games whilst Crash Bandicoot was up against Mario; Spyro Reignited (okay I just love Aquaria Towers); Spyro: Shadow Legacy (for its potential I still see untouched)
Favourite Gaming Platform
Oculus Quest and/or companion PC (solely for VRChat but I like using Shadow PC to make it *TRUE* “PC on the go” at the moment)
Tools of the Trade
…been out too long so I don’t have a specialty, other than blogging cordially, on Twitter, discord, and telegram, and sometimes YouTube
Other Interests
Waterwolf
No journals anymore? Weird. Anyway, Please check my pinned posts on my MD Twitter. Don't want to deal with this site right now after I'd come to understand deeper implications of where much of my life had went "wrong." I've fallen out of therapy since March last year but will seek appropriate professional care. Between a dissatisfying life and a car crash that changed my life two months later....yeah. But I'd also been homeless before Many things I should have admitted but eh...the internet... We shouldn't always have full lifestyles on here. I'm proud of where I am right now: Zabar's. Thank you https://twitter.com/middle_digit
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Kind of wonder if FrenchFry would laugh alongside Marron, or would want to shun him out of existence. Whatever it may be, I hope she gets the kind of help I'm now getting. But while she and I only *NOTED* thru the internet first (and more than likely would never meet thru VR), I wonder who of us two would IRL-meet today's "furry DJ" rendition of Yeats first. (Nah, I won't be her butler, William XD)
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A Message
2 min read
Hello. This is a third-party who's logged in on Avalarian's behalf, but with words written by him and a sharing approved by the third-party. He has gone through a lot of major life changes especially up to the point of near the end of 2021. He does not/has not wished to bother any who have come to think him ill ever since what has basically become two years from the submission of this journal, but does also wish that he could have broken from his upbringing a lot sooner so that he could have apologized to you sooner. You do not need to forgive him. However, he now highly believes that in any online environment, conversation amongst any who'd never been a sufficient minimal level of acquainted on a consistent basis should be kept as professional as it'd be in any complacent environment...and he is disappointed he had driven so many to behave in an opposite manner. He is doing what he can to improve. He's been seeking therapy and finally managed to take it as seriously as
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i wish i can still like this comment
if anyone would still like to talk to me, send me a note
i'll eventually reply with a username so we can talk elsewhere
i mean it. don't bother me about anything else if you're wanting to send me a note.
i'll eventually reply with a username so we can talk elsewhere
i mean it. don't bother me about anything else if you're wanting to send me a note.
Hey, nice meeting you on the stream!
Hi...ngl I forgot what stream we met on...
How have you been though?
Haha don't worry :3
I've been good!! hbu?